I feel like I am all over the place when it comes to how I want to invest my time. I am feeling fidgety and desirous to use my strengths, but scared at the same time, that I am going to make a mistake or get stuck in something I started to do and then realize I don’t like anymore. Committing to things, scares me. I don’t know quite why? I wonder if it’s because I’m scared of getting bored or always think that I could be doing something better?

I used to be a Beachbody Coach for a little over a year. I enjoyed encouraging, motivating, and keeping others accountable to reaching their fitness goals. I enjoyed the community that was built and the support that so many people brought to the challenge groups. What I didn’t enjoy was feeling like I needed to promote Beachbody products or grow a team of coaches. I felt like I lost my love for fitness when that became my focus.

I am a big fan of their workouts but don’t feel that Shakeology is a must to succeed. Competing with other Beachbody teams and becoming the top team is not something I want to deal with at all. If anything, that stresses me out and takes away my reason for even running challenge groups in the first place. I do feel like offering a challenge group for free doesn’t sound motivating enough for me to stick with it for long, so some kind of financial benefit seems important to me. I’m just not sure what that looks like, yet.

Asking for people to put in a little money by purchasing Beachbody on Demand (Online Streaming Access) seems like a reasonable request and something that I can benefit from financially to put towards family expenses. Maybe I feel like if I get paid a little then my work and strengths are being rewarded? Or maybe I feel if I get paid a little, I don’t have to think about looking for another job down the road? I wonder if my value is mostly found in having a job? If so, then I really need to take some to process through my motives of why I do what I do?

I think the bottom line is, fitness is a BIG love of mine and something that comes naturally. I so enjoy feeling healthy and strong. I like learning about how to eat healthy and how I can instill this in my family. I enjoy being outdoors and being able to be active with my kids, without wearing out too easily. My ideal outfit is wearing flexible sporty clothing and fitness shoes so that I can move freely throughout the day. I like that with Beachbody Coaching you can work from home and at your preferred schedule, while making some extra cash towards family expenses. The BIGGEST drawback to me is the recruiting! I just wish someone else could do the recruiting for me, while I focus on doing what I love most!